Wednesday, March 14, 2012

friends are love


I really seriously love the moments when I hang out with friends

I would like to have more times like this in the future
exploring different place, try different food
have so much memorable picture for memories


iloveyouguyssomuch :)

one of the best thing ever happened

:)


first time ever being this determine to loss my weight :)

this started during CNY 2012 when everyone was mentioning
" hey, you macam very fat already leh "
I got seriously fed up and started to go on diet since then


There goes 4 kg in a month time
FIRST TIME I FELT TO FUCKING HAPPY

too bad i'm having thyroid problems now
so now my neck is more obvious and that lump can be easily seen

Hardwork paid off, my butt shrunk in size already
you might not notice so do I but i realised something
Each pant that i wore in the past, now you can even put your hand there
THERE'S FUCKING SPACE BETWEEN MY BUTT AND PANT
woah i totally dont know how to describe how i feel

but one the other side
whether it's my imagination or what
boobs are shrunking too
fuckmylife -_-

Oh well as long as hubby dont mind
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA


love my life


target : Get my teeth fix,but i hate the look if i had those iron thing on my teeth
SHIT

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

Valentine


Who doesn't want roses during valentine ?
I would really like to get some in the future

Valentine is not about getting roses though
Its about having HIM by your side


i have you for this valentine
hope theres more to come


love ya :D

Friday, December 2, 2011


i am just really exhausted

why can't you just stop and think of me for just once.
i have been trying so much to make things right,better.


no one understand . i just need you.
i hate you being busy.




maybe to you
i am just someone extra

Wednesday, November 30, 2011

他说:‘好忙’ 。。。

你可以说我只是一时敏感 ,也许你的生活多了好多你都觉得重要的东西, 也许只是我个人不习惯这一切的改变。 还记得我们以前都能天天见面,还记得以前睡觉前都可以跟你通电话 , 还记得以前我们都喜欢看半夜场的电影,还记得我们以前都很常出去吃宵夜,还记得。。

你可以说我想太多,还是这就是应该发生在每个情侣身上。习惯在一起后,开始依赖后,就要学会独立,要给别人点空间。那你说我自私好了,因为我要你花多点时间在我身上,我开始想念以前的日子了。

当然,学生,本来就应该做功课,本来都应该读书。可是,不见面,不通电话的日子,真的很难过。 我可以忍一段日子,因为我是应该体谅的。可是别让我等太久,我不想崩溃,我不想想太多,我不想觉得我是多余的,我不想觉得自己很烦。。

起码,让我有机会对你撒娇下,因为我真的很想你。 起码,让我对你说下话,因为我真的很想听你的声音。 起码,让我听见你说想我,起码,我不会觉得孤独。。。

我并不清楚最近的语气,最近的态度,是不是因为你很忙,太多东西想了。
还是我们一切,真的有了些改变。。。


就希望我是猜错,想太多吧。




其实,我真的很想跟你出去,拖你的手,开开心心玩一天的。


你不知到我有多难过,我等了那么久,得来的答案还是一样。。 ‘我很忙’ 。。











Friday, November 25, 2011

fine,your choice.

I can't believe after all these year still this thing happen . When you expect people to understand you, why dont you understand me first. You do have a reason for being angry for my act, so why dont you think why i did that act for some reason. You dint even consider once for my reason then you blast me saying that I should know how will you react to my action? Why not once you ask Why i'd like spamming your phone? I even know that you din't even care to look at this blog anymore like last time! You say you have a reason for not answering . So you expect me to wait for like ages until you are willing to pick up your phone and tell me the reason? So what if you are out , and something happens and i still treat it like you have issue and busy to answer? hey I AM YOUR FREAKING GIRLFRIEND AND I DO THAT BECAUSE I CARE. yet i get blame.


your choice, I tried. no more next time.

Saturday, October 15, 2011

:(

为什么你都没有发现到,一件小事
都会弄得我那么的伤心,心碎